Come along on my faith-based, encouraging, and humorous journey as the Lord Heals me from the invasion of breast cancer.

Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Wow, it's been over a month!

I can't believe it has been over a month since my last post. Where has the time gone? And what have I been doing?  Well, look at my dog Jacs in the picture to the right and I hate to say it but I have resembled that look (minus the hair of course : )

Still have fuzz for hair. Hubby calls me fuzzy. I don't mind but I am missing having hair. I usually wear a hat when I go out. Might go rogue and go out to eat without one. Feel like I need to be bold. 

The other day I sent my hubby a pic of me and the pup and almost gagged at the sight of me. Yuch I look sick.
Current chemo makes me pale. 

But then I thought about it. I have had six courses of poison pumped into me. My red blood cells take a beating each time and that tends to wear a person out. And cancer has attacked me. I finally realized I am sick.  Never thought of myself that way before.  Probably because I felt fine despite the fact that cancer had attacked me. 

A little funny in the odd way that the cure has made me feel sick. But that is often the case with our modern medicine isn't it. Much of the no pain no gain mentality.

Not complaining. I haven't had an upset stomach once and that is big for me. Just feel tired and weaker than normal.

So now that I have decided I am sick - healing takes on a new meaning. Now I can be healed of something. And I'll know it!

SO I am  believing for healing from on high.  That I will be able to walk on the treadmill and not grow faint. That my hair will grow. That my strength will be renewed 

And that I will finish my book Golden Dreams 

Have a blessed day



Jeremiah 30:17 "For I will restore health unto you, and I will heal you of your wounds, saith the Lord."

6 comments:

  1. I recognize and remember everything you mentioned. When I can dig it out, I'll send you a photo of me taken after my 6th treatment.....

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    1. Thanks Lyndie. I always enjoy and appreciate you encouragement

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  2. I had to smile since I went to my beautician this afternoon since my hair was falling out in handfuls and I was making more of a mess than my daughter's white lab and her shedding.

    I hear you sister. Lyndie and Patty, we'll have to trade photos.

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    1. Yes, fuzz do's are great for the summer heat.

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